| The panther speaks.. |
[February 2, 2007 | 3:31 pm] |
It seems like the world would fall in on me if there wasnt that small breath of air. somewhere between me and the sky. Dont sigh now it might all come a falling.
It seems I dont know what to say to you anymore where we used to be so close it now is as you say so far away.. I am far away from everything you are. But I want you to know Ive stopped drinking. I want you to know it was never something I needed..I only drank to wash everything away. But reality is cheap and comes to me daily now.
I know none of you see the side of David that I see. The side that loves me for me. The man who writes me letters of love and leaves them on my beside table as he leaves for work. Who tells me Im beautiful even as Im waking. (The times I know I look my worst.) No one sees the boy Inside of him that cries when I cry. The boy that needs someone to love him anyway. (even if he can be so hurtfull) Sometimes I think the only other one who sometimes sees is Jamie..I know you dont think anything of him but maybe if you saw what I see you might think differently.
I know we havent always seen eye to eye but we have always been friends. Somehow I cant imagine us as anything less. My heart will love you always..
|
|
|
| banner |
[June 13, 2006 | 4:44 am] |
|
|
|
| Grr... |
[June 13, 2006 | 3:29 am] |
|
My lookup isnt working...It makes me angry..
|
|
|
| Events |
[August 17, 2004 | 4:23 am] |
School starts in 7 days...
Tommorrow im going to Frontier City..but i need a friend to go with me..
Friday im going to a party...
|
|
|
| new book.. |
[July 29, 2004 | 4:12 am] |
|
here i am world..
|
|
|
![[info]](http://l-stat.livejournal.com/img/userinfo.gif){kind=small}
bleedingtext's journal